Private Message to Antonin
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I’ve caught bits and pieces of what others have said. When I said yes to clerking, I hadn’t joined. I was Harry’s man, but I knew nothing else. Then. That came later, not all of us flew close to our mentors to put a wand at their backs with intent. We were just students joined in fighting a petty tyrant. I knew Harry had friends, we’d started talking. How else could he have disappeared Sarah? I can’t recall what’s been played out in public, yes Sarah’s alive, we got her away from that damned pink… well one less dead student weighing on your scales. There are so many so so many others. That’s what caught me in your orbit, her stupid brother’s pointless
I danced the night they saved Arista and Hector from that madman’s thing. Pureblood innocents. Not that blood matters to you. Felt useless that night too. Merlin, Linus is easy to manipulate, even for a Badger. He knew nothing, just that that I asking him to dance concpp conspic blatantly to help distract when they all left. I hear you let them go that night. Battle of Hogwarts would have ended entirely differently if you hadn’t. Do you regret anything?
You made me sit outside the door while the HEAD OF MY HOUSE was tortured, YOU tortured her. You tortured one of the most loyal, hardest working women I’ve ever known to death because there might have been some money missing. Linus is good with his numbers, it’d kill him if we told him what he did giving you those numbers.
I’m twice dead already, couple other close flown spots, down a limb now just like the Razzer. I wouldn’t be where I am without the two of you. Or all the smart, brave, sneaky, loyal Order members who gave me something to do with the rage you two started started with your questions and training.
Merde tlaking to too many French. think i'll have another.
I’ve caught bits and pieces of what others have said. When I said yes to clerking, I hadn’t joined. I was Harry’s man, but I knew nothing else. Then. That came later, not all of us flew close to our mentors to put a wand at their backs with intent. We were just students joined in fighting a petty tyrant. I knew Harry had friends, we’d started talking. How else could he have disappeared Sarah? I can’t recall what’s been played out in public, yes Sarah’s alive, we got her away from that damned pink… well one less dead student weighing on your scales. There are so many so so many others. That’s what caught me in your orbit, her stupid brother’s pointless
I danced the night they saved Arista and Hector from that madman’s thing. Pureblood innocents. Not that blood matters to you. Felt useless that night too. Merlin, Linus is easy to manipulate, even for a Badger. He knew nothing, just that that I asking him to dance concpp conspic blatantly to help distract when they all left. I hear you let them go that night. Battle of Hogwarts would have ended entirely differently if you hadn’t. Do you regret anything?
You made me sit outside the door while the HEAD OF MY HOUSE was tortured, YOU tortured her. You tortured one of the most loyal, hardest working women I’ve ever known to death because there might have been some money missing. Linus is good with his numbers, it’d kill him if we told him what he did giving you those numbers.
I’m twice dead already, couple other close flown spots, down a limb now just like the Razzer. I wouldn’t be where I am without the two of you. Or all the smart, brave, sneaky, loyal Order members who gave me something to do with the rage you two started started with your questions and training.
Merde tlaking to too many French. think i'll have another.
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Date: 2015-06-06 04:28 am (UTC)Do I regret anything? Of course I do. You do not make it to my age without regrets; if you have, it means you've played things far too safely. Letting the children go from the battle at Mysteries will never be a regret, though. I could not save Dominic, but I could allow his children to be saved. If that planted the seeds of this, well. The world is as it is, and not as you or I would have it.
I am sorry for your loss.